FEAR 

I was always a girl full of fears, I always depended on people to take a step forward, I grew full with prejudices with regard to the sex, taking care that they did not speak bad of me.   

In my mind was always the fear when facing the darkness, fear to the phantoms, to the devil or “the exorcist”, I could never enjoy the games of the hide-and-seek, neither stay in my house fearing being alone, to go to the country for the fear to the witch and also fear to the silence. Neither I could enjoy to go with a boy to the disco fearing that he took alcohol like my father and he attacked me, also I felt a lot of fear  that he could abused  me  sexually.

I never knew why I was afraid to stay alone with my boyfriends in the darkness. All these fears kept growing to the degree where I was no longer  able to go to work, I could not even go out to the street after  dark, I began to have  fear of people without knowing why, fear to my bosses, to the clients, also that somebody could rape me, or that somebody could assault me in the automobile: I could no longer live with or without somebody by my side.  I felt desperate and frightened the whole time.

I was falling in a strong depression, then I looked for medical help, of witchcraft, with the religion, but anything worked me, until I arrived to the Good Will Movement 24 Hours of Neurotic Anonymous, there I discovered why I was afraid of everything.  There I learned how to control them and I  begin to live a normal and calm life.   

At the moment I can drive  after 10 o'clock p.m., I work, I have maintained a marriage without physical aggressions and verbal insults, I lost the fear to sex , they are helping me to enjoy the life.